You know when somebody totally turns there back on you?
like if you have a best friend and then there friend from far away moves here and goes to your school and your best friend has no time for you anymore? thats happened to me. she says she misses us being bffs and im like its not my fault you started ignoring me, so now were friends again but we dont hang out or anything. so the other she asked me to chill and i was like what? so i went and chilled. i thought this was a start to being great friends again.
then when i got home i saw on fb she asked everyone else to chill before me. no one else would chill so she choose me? like why bother i would rather be a first choice than a last...
and today shes having some problems or something and i asked her about and she told me not to worry and that theres nothing wrong and all this other bullshit. and im like your seriously not gonna talk to me? youll talk to everyone else but me? are you effing kidding? like what the fuck did i do to deserve this? im always there for her and everything, i try to help her out and now she wont talk to me?
i cant even bring my problems to her anymore cuz i dont trust her and i dont think she cares.....
this is kandice saying " arent your friends the ones that are supposed to be there for you when you need them most, regardless of any problems from the past or anything else?"
my friend wrote this for me
ReplyDelete" Kandice, Your a friend that is unique among a population. You are always their for the need of your friends, Comforting in the hour of need. If you change let it be for the better, if it is possible. For you are the best of friends. The best of anyone that I have met, Kandice is a name I will not forget, it is of a best friend who is here for me, and to have that name is a gift. Kandice is a name that will always be on my soul, Your mark is permanent. I thank you for that mark. It is one of best friend, and a kind heart. Thank You"