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Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Lol yay!

I have a job interview tomorrow!!!! Everyone wish me luck :)

Monday, June 27, 2011

I know I'm a freak :)

Just saying that soon enough I'll be counting down the hours till HP, just a warning ;)

I made $60 yesterday babysitting my cousins' kids. I had never met them before and I hadn't seen my cousins in about 5 years so it was pretty fun and they pay well. I didnt get home till 4am tho. So I'm up now and it's just after 2am and I can't sleep.

Well I guess I'll try to count sheep. Goodnight

Saturday, June 4, 2011

what did i do to deserve this?

You know when somebody totally turns there back on you?
like if you have a best friend and then there friend from far away moves here and goes to your school and your best friend has no time for you anymore? thats happened to me. she says she misses us being bffs and im like its not my fault you started ignoring me, so now were friends again but we dont hang out or anything. so the other she asked me to chill and i was like what? so i went and chilled. i thought this was a start to being great friends again.
then when i got home i saw on fb she asked everyone else to chill before me. no one else would chill so she choose me? like why bother i would rather be a first choice than a last...
and today shes having some problems or something and i asked her about and she told me not to worry and that theres nothing wrong and all this other bullshit. and im like your seriously not gonna talk to me? youll talk to everyone else but me? are you effing kidding? like what the fuck did i do to deserve this? im always there for her and everything, i try to help her out and now she wont talk to me?
i cant even bring my problems to her anymore cuz i dont trust her and i dont think she cares.....

this is kandice saying " arent your friends the ones that are supposed to be there for you when you need them most, regardless of any problems from the past or anything else?"