christmas

today obviously in christms and i got a kindle!! so im pretty stoked about that, im actually on it writing to you now. lol anyway ima go eat my turkey dinner ttyl.

1. Hunger Games
2. Catching Fire (sequel)
3. Mockingjay (2nd sequel)
4. Anna Karenina (because ive now decided that its too depressing)
5. Eragon
6. Eldest (sequel)
7. Brisingr (2nd sequel)
8. Inheritance (3rd sequel0
9. Clockwork Angel
10. Clockwork Prince (sequel)

so 15 days ~ 6 books

Still reading :P

18 days  ~ 7 Books


1. Hunger Games
2. Catching Fire (sequel)
3. Mockingjay (2nd sequel)
4. Anna Karenina
5. Eragon
6. Eldest (sequel)
7. Brisingr (2nd sequel)
8. Inheritance (3rd sequel0
9. Clockwork Angel
10. Clockwork Prince (sequel)

Book Goal Still Going XD

still reading :) im going at a decent pace, fingers crossed that I actually succeed.
heres the count:

30 days  ~ 8 Books


1. Hunger Games
2. Catching Fire (sequel)
3. Mockingjay (2nd sequel)
4. Anna Karenina
5. Eragon
6. Eldest (sequel)
7. Brisingr (2nd sequel)
8. Inheritance (3rd sequel0
9. Clockwork Angel
10. Clockwork Prince (sequel)

Pretty Awesome Day XD

So starting from about 12am ive had an AWESOME day lol its odd cuz its me.
at 1 am my mom and i went to pick up my brother and his girlfriend from a party and that was fun, aside from my mom drunk driving. and i ended up staying up till 3 and i woke up at 11 and asshole is texting me and the 3 ppl i had plans with bailed and all i did was homework basically all day. it doesnt seem like a good day so far right? but then Diana comes to the rescue (thats right) and invites me to her work xmas party and it was soo much fun that it completely turned my entire around and i got an old friend back an im starting to fix my life to the extent that i can fix it in the position that im in i just have tp ignore the sad gnawing feeling and focus on the important things in my life: friends, academics and BOOKS lol
this is Kandice saying goodbye, ima go read <3

My "goal" for no reason

Ive made a goal for myself for no reason at all, yeah im cool

so my goal is to read 10 books by December 31st @ midnight (basically new years)
i started on November 20th so im pretty sure i have enough time lol ive already finished one book so 9 left :)

1. Hunger Games
2. Catching Fire (sequel)
3. Mockingjay (2nd sequel)
4. Anna Karenina
5. Eragon
6. Eldest (sequel)
7. Brisingr (2nd sequel)
8. Inheritance (3rd sequel0
9. Clockwork Angel
10. Clockwork Prince (sequel)

wish me luck and hope that my procrastination doesnt become a factor :)

my own word of the month: Immaturity

immaturity: not fully grown or developed; deficient in maturity; lacking wisdom, insight, and emotional stability
thats the word that sums up all the haters this month, lol 

Wow: its been soo long

ive been so busy with life that im not on my laptop as much as i used to be. :(
lol. im essentially writing to myself, but thats okay
a lot has happened in my life since i last updated....i cant even remember all of it.
so basically im still uber behind in my homework, but i passed my 3 months at work so thats no longer a problem for me. i also have 13 days to read 3 novels (yeah im THAT behind) Eragon, Eldest, and Brisingr. I have to read all three by November 8th and i have NO time at all so im gonna have to... god i dont even know, everyones telling me to just read Brisingr, but thats NOT how it works people! even if ive already read them i have to read them again to get in the spirit of the land of Algasesia (idk if i spelt that right)
Everything else is basically okay... apparently Im "emotionally frigid`` an ``ice queen`` so i guess thats cool, right?
i also ordered my grad ring :) its a tribute to Salazar Slytherin (yeah im awesome) green and silver
goodnight :)

Word of the day: Bildungsroman

Today's "word of the day" is: Bildungsroman meaning, a novel about the moral and psychological growth of the main character. nice


So today i have no school, yay! So im going to go to Chinook mall and maybe go see a movie, and i so need to catch up on all my homework cause im super behind. FML.

Word of the day: Runction

Today's "word of the day" is runction, meaning "a noisy fight"
yeah, I'm coo,l I'll be doing a  "word of the day" everyday so i at least have something to talk about.
And i suppose I'll do book  reviews as well. so comment a book, and I'll read it and review it. Ta Ta for now.

LIFE: make the most of it.

okay as you all know, now that school has started up again, there is more drama then before. and since its senior year for everybody, why let stupid bullshit vendettas get in the way of your future? Why waste your last year, the last year that matters and determines the rest of your life. Why waste it? Make the most of it.
Im personally sick of A:LL of it. the immaturity, the irresponsibility, the retarded drama, some of us care about our future. Some of us have too much going to waste time with fighting. Its not worth it. YOUR not worth it. As Joan Jett said "I don't give a damn 'bout my reputation" why care what anybody else thinks? I know that im a hypocrite, but its true. WHY? its high school it doesnt matter. It only matters what YOU make out of YOUR own life and who you KNOW you are. SO BE YOURSELF and if anybody tells you different THERE RETARDED.
so this is kandice signing off saying "live your own life"

DIANA

were just fucking friends. and right now your more importaant to me. (diana) so ignore him! and party with me

WTF

im so sick of this shit. like WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH EVERYBODY? Y'ALL NEED A FUCKING PUNCH IN THE FUCKING FACE.

second youtube vid : life sucks

second youtube vid. NAME THE DAMNED DUCK!

life. my parents got back from B.C yesterday.and so did kameron. and they all had an amazing time without me :(. and lately at work ive been getting into a lot of stupid trouble, being blamed for shit i didnt do and getting constantly threatened. its rediculous. my mom thinks i should quit but i need the money :(
hopefully it gets better

my first youtube video

take a look at my first video. im a dork :P

im amazing and you know it :)

hey interwebs. i havent updated in a while i know, but i have a life. JK lol. tomorrow is payday (yes i got a job at JYSK) so im buying a laptop. so im going to start my own youtube channel so if you wanna see me act like a complete idiot on camera, go ahead and subscribe to me. my first video goes up tomorrow. so subscribe to squeegybeckanheim and follow me on twitter @squeegybeck

Lol yay!

I have a job interview tomorrow!!!! Everyone wish me luck :)

I know I'm a freak :)

Just saying that soon enough I'll be counting down the hours till HP, just a warning ;)

I made $60 yesterday babysitting my cousins' kids. I had never met them before and I hadn't seen my cousins in about 5 years so it was pretty fun and they pay well. I didnt get home till 4am tho. So I'm up now and it's just after 2am and I can't sleep.

Well I guess I'll try to count sheep. Goodnight

So excited

22 days left!!!!!! Yay lol :)

what did i do to deserve this?

You know when somebody totally turns there back on you?
like if you have a best friend and then there friend from far away moves here and goes to your school and your best friend has no time for you anymore? thats happened to me. she says she misses us being bffs and im like its not my fault you started ignoring me, so now were friends again but we dont hang out or anything. so the other she asked me to chill and i was like what? so i went and chilled. i thought this was a start to being great friends again.
then when i got home i saw on fb she asked everyone else to chill before me. no one else would chill so she choose me? like why bother i would rather be a first choice than a last...
and today shes having some problems or something and i asked her about and she told me not to worry and that theres nothing wrong and all this other bullshit. and im like your seriously not gonna talk to me? youll talk to everyone else but me? are you effing kidding? like what the fuck did i do to deserve this? im always there for her and everything, i try to help her out and now she wont talk to me?
i cant even bring my problems to her anymore cuz i dont trust her and i dont think she cares.....

this is kandice saying " arent your friends the ones that are supposed to be there for you when you need them most, regardless of any problems from the past or anything else?"

Seriously?

I really love how a guy will like a girl who's his close friend it may not work out, whatever.
But then he dates the close friend on and off for a long time. Then there really getting pissed at eachother because he's super nice and she treats him like a piece of shit. Then they break up. Then the next day they get back together? Like WTF?
Seriously if you fighting all the time like Ron and Sammi on Jersy Shore, isn't it time to move on? Like come on it will only end badly and you'll continue to claim that you "love" eachother? (and of course high-school kids)

This is kandice saying "if you don't get along EVER is it really worth it?"

Still counting Down :P

50 Days till Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 2
166 Days till Inheritance
194 Days till Clockwork Prince
211 Days till I'm 17
340 Days till City of Lost Souls

if your wondering, yes i do have a life, which is why i haven't updated in 18 days ( nevermind the fact that it wasn't working ) but i have been busy, watching jersey shore. yes the fourth season hasn't come out yet, so why am I able to watch it? well my brother, the pirater that he is, downloaded the first 3 seasons so we've been watching them, and that is how i spent may long weekend.

yes- my life is sad
yes- my life may seem obsolete
but i dont really care, its my life and im living it..... well sort of

This is Kandice saying "will i ever be happy in the near future?"

The Countdown begins!

okay some may be wondering why i havent posted in a while or why im posting at 2am. i am happy to give you the answers to these questions. 1. i havent had decent access to a computer lately and 2. i finally have access and i finally have something good to talk about:

212 Days till Clockwork Prince
68 Days till Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows part 2 comes out in theatres
358 Days till City of Lost Souls
City of Bones the movie!!! i dont know when it comes out but im waiting
also still waiting for the next book in the Inhereitance series come on Christopher Paolini
and i mwaiting for my parents to get wi-fi at home but other than that, nothing
this is kandice saying ``i learned that im a bitch and a coward.. so thats fantastic, ima go watch skyline now``

Cannot wait!!!!!

YA Simon! Book Blog: City of Fallen Angels: Get the countdown widget

My weekend

so far my weekend is going pretty good. First, i got some money from my parents and money my brother owes me, finally, so now i have $100. Tomorrow im going to the mall :) and now i dont have to buy the book i want cuz my parents bought it for me :) so im feeling pretty great right now.:D
This is kandice saying "Tomorrow, I buy shoes" :)

My life

my life is really stupid lately, i mean before spring break it was totally worse but now its just stupid. Promises being broken and everything else, i have things to do, things to achieve. and its probably not gonna happen, I've been trying but i dont think its enough. University or College?Job? license? family? friends? i dont know what im supposed to be doing. lifes a roller-coaster, a cycle that goes up then down and repeats, right now im at the bottom, down, disappointed with my life, but I'll soon be on my way up again which is all i can hope for.
This is Kandice saying " I need to fix my life"

Pocket Frogs (ipod app)

i play this game on my ipod touch called Pocket Frogs. It amazing! I play it all the time so if you have an apple device that has apps get Pocket Frogs. Anyways im in CALM class, and if you dont know what that is, is Career and Life Management class, its mandatory and really stupid easy to pass, but people still fail. its sooo stupid. Everything you hand in you get 100% on in my class. so right now im at a 67.4% cuz i havent handed anything in for a while but if i hand everything in, even though its late, ill get 100%.

so anyways this is Kandice saying, "if you fail CALM you fail at LIFE"

Life

On Thursday, my friend Michelle had her 18th birthday party :). we went LASER TAGGING!!!!!! it was great we had sooooo much fun. then we went and chilled at Coralee's house!! it was just good to get out of my house, to take my mind off things. Yesterday i went out with my family then i slept over at Ashley's with Coralee and theres a bunch of snow on the ground! so now im at home at 11am and i really want some fucking coffee. And i wanna cut and dye my hair before we go back to scholl but that probably wont happen....  should i give bangs a try? i dunno
well, this is kandice saying, its spring and its still SNOWING, but thats what you get for living in Canada

Spring Break

including today we have 6 days left till spring break is over. :( when i go back to school, first and second day back i have tests! so i have to spend part of spring break studying. oh well, i guess. my friends and i are planning a "game day" sleepover, where we'll play bored games and stay up really late, i really hope it happens cause the party on Saturday was great and im hoping this will be too, if it happens. If not im just gonna chill with all my friends anyway cause staying home, waiting for something thats not gonna happen, is a waste of time, and frankly, very boring. 

This is Kandice saying "dont stay home during spring break, hang with your friends, if you dont have friends well thats your fault"

BYE

Today

today im going to my friends birthday party! :) it will be totally awesome. yesterday i tripped and feel, into the mud. itwas just a cherry on top of another perfect day. so anyways i found this video, you guys should watch it :)

Derp

Okay since nobody decided to give me any rant topics im gonna rant about that. okay?  yeah.... nope. LOL. i wont rant today ive been really bummed. Nobodys talking to me, Im being like hardcore ignored and it makes me feel like a lepper. but oh well im home now and nobody here hates me at the moment except for maybe my cat, Hitler, yes his name is Hitler. He has a mark on his nose that looks like a mustache, and he looks like Adolf Hitler so we named him hitler. Yes its weird but we also have a cat named Marshmellow and Snoop-dog so Hitlers not the weridest one. Well im going to eat lunch.
Talk to you tomorrow
This is me saying, live and let live and everything gets better with time......I hope....

Rants

Everyday (besides today) until the first of april im going to rant about 1 thing in my blog. Comment below to suggest rant topics  thanx    i really appreciate feedback

This is crap

For so long I've had friends that actually gave a shit. Now I've realized that this isnt the case. Most of my friends are pretenders. just here so they can bitch about there problems and leave when u wanna talk about yours. Or you dont talk to someone for a while then they "want" to be your friend again... they really dont. turns out now "i wanna be your friend again" is code for " my girlfriend wants be to be your friend again so i guess i have to" Well fine i dont need you, all you posers out there pretending to be my friend, Hosta la vista,  im done with you. Because seriously im independant im just gonna pretend everythings okay when my life is going up in flames. I'll just continue to be a silent sufferer cuz it doesnt matter cuz you dont care anyway. and for those of you who read this and think, you shouldnt be bitching either, its true but i need to. Anyways, im now 0-14 on my roll up the rim winnings hopefully tomorrow I'll win.
This is me saying, if you dont care, neither do I

Coffee

Did I ever tell you guys that i LOVE coffee? Well i do. I really love tim hortons coffee. When roll up the rim comes, i get at least 1 coffee a day, i always try for two though. Since roll up the rim has started, february 21st, ive only had 11 coffees. This is SAD and i havent even won ONCE. this is ridiculous! i will not stand for it. being 0-11 sucks! im am so mad about this like WTF my parents and both my brothers have won but not ME!
Any comments post below, and dont forget to rate my blog either   TTYL

Why are guys so stupid?

Personally I blame it on the video games, they waste there time playing pointless video games like Halo Reach or COD like seriously? Who the fuck wants to spend like 12 hours a day playing these games? They think there soo cool an soo smart because they don't have lives an the lives they do have are perfect. The only problems are lagging connections and not getting enough achievements or head shots. I understand playing for like an hour or two everyday but not being constantly on it. Some people even skip school like WTF?!

Friends

What is with people these days? Even when your in high school, people have the same problems they had in junior high, it's rediculous. Like grow the fuck up people. It is so rediculous how immature people are. I have sooo many immature friends, like for once can we have a real conversation? not just people bitching about other people that they have problems with. And for me its not even JUST that, theres my friends and most of them dont like eachother, one friend will bitch about my best friend and my other best friend will bitch about another friend i have. Its so stupid and im in the middle and then they try and make me do something about it or not be there friend anymore. Its so fucked up. And i never know what to say to make them feel better and then they get mad at me like im taking the other persons side. Then everyones mad at me   and IM ONLY ONE FUCKING PERSON. like leave me the fuck alone. im friends with everybody so just leave it    just refrain or just dont talk to me at all cause thats how i prefer it! i deal with my parents and brothers the same way, i like hanging with friends cause its better than being around my family but now theyre acting like my family and its driving me insane!

Charlie Sheen

So, whats up with Mr. Two and a half these days? apparently he's on a new drug called "Charlie Sheen" seriously? who does he think he is? He's gone overboard, crazy, and yet, we all love him anyways. And whats gonna happen to two and a half men now that hes gone? is John Cryer going to have his own show?
If you have any opinions, just comment
Thanx :)