bleh

have you ever had to apologize to someone but waited too long to do it?

Life: THE FINAL FRONTIER

in the darkness there is no light, in the light, there is light.........
NO SHIT
lol just chillin in Diana's art class (and RAY) failing calculus and life but i still get an iphone so thats cool.

Life:Sh*t happens

I missed school Friday to go to Grande Prairie. I was supposed to be home tonight, but things happen. I'm not going to be home till tomorrow night, if that happens.It's bad enough missing 1 day of school, but two? missing 1 day of calculus is like missing a week, even if you have the notes, nobody's there to help you if you need it, especially when your not talking to the one person who could help you. So i'm basically screwed, i mean i'm already failing both my classes but to miss a couple of days of school? seriously people? i was also supposed to get a new phone on Thursday, didn't happen. Then my mom told me that shed finally (yeah in 10 months i'm 18 and now is the time she decides that i can have a contract). but i don't think it's gonna happen. back when i was in grade 10 (2 & 1/2 years ago) she ripped (yeah) my LG keebo in half, and promised to get me a new one, a month and a half later i went and bought myself a new phone. She always does this crap to me.
hoping for something good to happen, even though i shouldn't

Legit

its almost 1am and i cant sleep. it really sucks :(
i keep thinking about life and my future  and its just soo blarg.

im getting a new phone next friday tho so thats good. im debating on who to give my new number to. obviously my good friends but, everybody on my contacts? i dont think so.
maybe now i can go o sleep. i have to get up early tomorrow (today actually) and i have a calculus test first thing :/

imma try to go to sleep now

Failblog

I know its been 56 days since I've updated, and I now realize that nobody cares. Anyways, I haven't been really able to post because I currently have not had internet at home for 57 days, and I still don't. So now during my 2 spares that i have I'll start updating now and then, regardless if anyone actually reads this anyway.

I realize that my "book goal" (i know) was a bust. but now my goal is much simpler, sort of. I have a list of approximately 59 books to read and the list is constantly growing. So starting Jan 6 2012 (already started) I'm going to start reading the books that i have that i haven't had a chance to read, and obviously there is a lot. but theres no time limit and i just read. Ive read 3 books so far (sad i know) but im stuck on what to read next. The Hobbit, The Long Walk, something else? IDK!

well enough about how much of a loser i am. This semester is shaping up pretty well, I only have 2 classes and 2 spares, 1 of which is with basically all of my friends, and my other one is with some of my friends. I found out that my Chem 20 teacher (fav teacher) is now teaching Chem 30 for the first time, which is totally not fair! I would have waited to take Chem if i only knew :(

but otherwise lifes pretty decent. I have some good plans this month and 33 days till hunger games!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im UBER excited! I've actually been to all my shifts at work in the last 2 weeks so thats odd. and i now (finally) have enough money to buy a decent home for all my books, i just have to wait till March 2nd.
and i just realized that i talk a lot so im gonna go and watch Gossip Girl (thats right) XD